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(chatting)(shopping)(celll phones)(lipgloss)(tennis)(star gazing)(laughing)(holding hands)(summer nights)(swimming...w/yeah)(hugging)(luving) are some of my fav things... taking pictures memories thinking drawing friends working out partying && living the life as it is :]

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love the life i live.

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

im lost.

Thursday, 30 October 2008

~~buzz kill.~~
1. theres like 3 parties tonight, too bad i have a midterm today.
2. im going to this outrageous lecture, only to find out the T.A. isnt
coming today, so no attendance.
3. halloween is tomorrow, but i have sorority stuff early on sat.
4. i have a bears game thing on sunday.
ive got too much to do right now,
that im really stressed out. so i apologize for my crankiness.
but i promise ill be better next week.

its kind of weird that i write to myself,
but i know maybe one day ill look at this and smile.

LS comes home in 3 weeks :]
who would of thought our "nap time" would be something
that you would miss.
i cant wait till i see you at union station,
or when i pick you up at your house
and you give me the biggest hug ever :]
hehe.
♥
if your love was all i had in this world,
that would be enough
[until the end of time]
j.♥.t
be with you. hold your hand. nap together. watch tv. movies. go out to eat. cook food. talk. kiss & makeout. shower. fuck. walk on the beach. get dressed. go out.
♥lovebunny.
"nothing will happen to me and nothing will ever keep me from spending the rest of my life with you because you are the one"

did you ever wonder if there would be that ONE guy in your life that
would rebuttle all the nice relationships you had in the past??
the one that would help you forget how you once had your heart broken,
or the one that would do anything to keep you smiling??
even if it is to come visit you at 1am in the city,
despite the circumstances of .... having to sneak out
& knowing you have a 8hr drive the next day?
i believe in fairy tales.
maybe there isnt a prince that would kiss you
to make you come back to life.
or a fairy godmother that can make you a dress with
a flick of the wand.
but id like to believe that theres some guy out there
for every girl.
we are all different, so we all have different wants and needs...
&& no one wants to be alone.
& i think that every girl needs a boy that can say
"you dont keep me up, i wish i could stay awayke forever cause for once,
my dreams aren't the only thing that makes me happy
& the only thing worth living for :)"
just like in the movies.
♥lovebunny.

p.s. diffy que is hard.

Tuesday, 28 October 2008

i re-read [most] of what i wrote 5 years ago,
&& it made me think a lot about
things. . .
here i am in college reading what i wrote as a freshman? in highchool.
it made me smile,
that somethings do not change,
but somethings do.
but through it all, i was appriciative that i still had
people in my life that i care about,
more than life it self. :]
well, enough of that.
&hearts;

my life isnt so bad after all.
"to become what i became, i viewed the sun for one last time"
atreyu is amazing.
its bascailly getting me through long hours of studying. hehe.
this is out of no where thought.
but i really miss him :[
it makes you realize that you never know when might be the last time you get to see someone,
so make everytime count.
it makes me feel dumb for fighting with the people i love over things that do not matter,
......

love bunny.
©smilelkeumeanit©

i realized eveyrthing does happen for a reason.
because before, i was realy upset about
how i would probably never find someone that meant
more than him. . .

but now, i found someone
that made me forget about him.

who knew that i would get over him.

haha.
bunny love.
you found me.
ive decided to check xanga out again,
&& reading old posts made me realize
that ive changed.

im going to start writing again.

Tuesday, 19 July 2005

okay.long time no see.. wow.. and this font is messed up.

umm nothing much has happend. but my azn gurl is bak from jap. an. and then my tennis couple. started goin out. i guess thats kinda cool. esp since i kinda helped.. a lil? it was cute. other than that.. not much. oh yeah akira-jeffery`s party. yeah it wasfun.. except i didnt take any pics... ill have to get them from someone. l0l

today. wasnt a good day.

okay. heres something for everyone to think about.

*what do you do when the one that can make you happy, chosees to make you unhappy.*

-you- shal be the only one that can fix me right now.

now.. GO. l0l make me happy.

Thursday, 30 June 2005

i just cant do this anymore.

Saturday, 25 June 2005

lets just say.. yesterday wasnt the greatest day of my life? i mean half was good.. half was bad. l0l no pefect days. i woke up at like 9 to go 2 tennis.. whatnot.. (p. lessons) (private... in case u didnt catch on??) statted at 11 and ended at 12. then had to go to glenbard s. to go to a match at 1.... woa.. when do i get a rest?? whatever. and then blah blah.. went tehre... lost as always..... got darker.. nice tan?? uhh.. not really.. im like blk now.. not azn. l0l hmm then i played the worst doubles game..

oh yeah! funny story (?) during my singles match.. i was drinkin water when we switced sides.. and i had fiji watter vvv and then i drank all of it.. (some ice.. in there) so teh guy goes * do u want to drink mine?* i go ..* umm ... no thats al right.. thank you tho* * r u sure?* * yeah thanks tho* *wel... u can drink from it anytime...just grab it*..... here im thinkin... yeah, i barly know you.. and im not about to make out with ur water? haha i know he meant it as kindness.. but it was just awkward....

yeah and later another guy drank from mine, and ... yeah.. im like *sure.....* whatever.. and i flipped out later cuz i thought i drank from the bottle he drank after.. i gave it to him... ha. well turns out i didnt. haha its not that im like.... u know.. prude? or whatever... im so not like that. its just i dont like being like ... that with people i dont know... unless.. its a ........ gorgeous.... yum! l0l

and then after the match.... yuto came over. and my brother, me and him we were just chillin at my pool..... it was fun. my brotehr and him were trying to battle bees...... and freakin out about it.. l0l good timez (?) but he only could stay for like 1 hour.... cuz my brother had to meet his friend or something at yu`s.. and yeah. so i took a shower... (not w/ them) and changed to my normal clothes (what is my normal..... meg? l0l.. holister?? ) and then blew dryied my hair.. blah blah.. and went. oh yeah and i ate the prettiest cherries ever!! they were like the good kind! and you know how theres like 2 cherries w/ the stem together? there were like ones w/ 4..... l0l i luv cherries! okay. at yus.. it was soo awkward.. i barly knew anyone... and i dont think i ever went soo long without talking.... meg.. u would have been like........i dunno. u would of been surprized tho.

so today... what did i do. i went to azn school. and people said i got darker.. did i? hmm.... i didnt really notice. oh well.... umm then me and my gurlies just talked? and watched.. a......... werid video.. on danegerous relaitionships or whatever.. i dont even know why we were watching that. and all the guys were getting....*on* from it.... hmmm... i had something to laugh at. l0l and .. yeah took japanese finals. missed a stupid q. in math....which gave me a 98..... damn. l0l and.. lets see... made plans for tom. and on thurs!! and and and... i dunno.. lots prob. happend. there just not worth tellin.

he hasnt called me in like 4 weeks.. and we havent had a decent conversaition in like... 4 weeks... whats happening..... ? hmm......i dunno. l0l

good summer to everyone that i havent seen.... (meg, cassie, mon, sarah, kim &kev, mike, alex, jason, claudia, jess, emily, amy, mike, matt, ......damn... im not gonna make a whole list..... but yeah everyone... u know who u are!

much loveeee!

Thursday, 23 June 2005

i feel like a nerd. (omg.. that was soo random...

okay.. today sucked. but it was my brothers birthday so i wont say that. i wish him a good year.. or waht am i supppsoed to say other than happy birthday?? what ever.

tennis today sucked. everyone might as well know that im on the way of giving up. but ... i know.. i wont. *sigh* oh well.. ill live. and to think i have a match on friday...,.... against really good kids... and i did terrible today.. i dont wanna think about that.. ugh. and im brown/ black. i look like if i went to hawii or something. when all i did was play tennis at wc. ugh. why does it seem like everyone is having a better summer than me>?

and i dunno. im just not in a good mood these past days.. and its not helping that i get angered by everything.... (i ususaly dont....) some one make me happy.

i went to borders (bk store) & got sum stuff... and went to the container store.. do re-do my room.. and didnt get anything, but on the way to the con.store, there was a guy with a cup..(like a drinking cup...) and he was like * do u guys have a doller ? cuz my car jusy ran out of gas.. and i need to go get some gas* (i was w/ my brother) so me with my hollister pants and shirt go * i dont have $$* he gives me the weridest look!!! ... bad lie? but comeon.. wouldnt u just go call ur friend if u ran out of gas???? hmmmm...it was an old guy too..

oh yeah the other day,,, i was sitting by wc waiting for my ride.. i don feel like drivin these days... haha too lazy. this old guy in a van goes * endless love baby* as he sticks out his head... hmm... why couldnt it be a hottie in a sports car? hmm....

okay im done rambling... wish me a better day tommorow.